Friday, February 19, 2010

how do i get you alone.

Thanks for this.
We've been through this so many times.
I have no idea what else I could possibly say.
Anything I say, you take the wrong way.
Anything you do, you feel I don't appreciate.
That's not true.
If I didn't appreciate you, then why am I upset?
If I didn't appreciate you, then why do I care about this stupid argument anyways?
You always threaten to leave.
I dare you to do it.
I don't deserve to be mistreated.
You're so focused on yourself and all I want is for you to be happy.
Though I don't agree with your selfishness, if you want this than I want it for us too.
Make up your mind because I can't wait any longer.
I see myself with you for the rest of my life but sometimes I don't think you feel the same.
I don't care if all you have are the shoes on your feet.
I don't care if we have to fight 'til the day we die.
I just want to know that you're in this 100 per cent-good, or bad.
I don't know that right now.
I don't know that you're in this right beside me.
Show me a sign,
show me something.

1 comment:

Amanda said...

lovely girl i hope everything is alright, stay strong no matter what, if you need anything i'm always here <3